We all know that being students aren't as easy as being a baby. Yeah, I know that. Well, we all know that. Okay, let me stop this muttering and let's being frank from the start. This whole week is very tiring, and I really mean that.
I'm tired of being mentally drained and physically forced. Mentally drained, because the adults (much to my dismay, my teachers and my parents) are like, pressuring me (as well as other students, ikr) to do the best job for our exams. One thing to note, loves. We students will do our best in this exam even before you have said it; we want to get good scores and graduate, so .. give us some motivational boost, will ya? Please, those words are like our daily bread and it didn't help, swore.
Secondly, I know that study is my job (and the very important one, quoted from my mom) and I am supposed to not rant about national exams and final school exams. Well, daily try-outs helped out (very much) and I am thankful about that, but I don't like the idea of constant try-outs which pretty much abused my energy every day, thinking about the results and predictions, and even grades we, students are going in for the next two weeks. Dude, I don't like that idea at all, and I know this post is so random that I really want to facedesk myself in front of you. :/
Okay, that does it. What makes my stress is in the top is ... That national exam firstly outgoing in my birthday. I repeat, birthday. Which means, 23rd of April is when I do my best for exams as well as to celebrate my birthday till late night, and realizes that tomorrow I still need to study for my exams. In which, dude, it totally a paradox. D: It's not good and it's quite motivate me at the same time.
Oh yeah, April Fool doesn't help, and I am very enthusiast to celebrate my big brother's birthday at 15 April. He is going 25 this year!
"We'll make an eternal promise.
I won't look away. Because everything is right there."
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